FETISHIZING THE ▲LTHENTIC

porn makes me sad :(

diamondsyouate:

My life’s over anyway

(via nmbrsstation)

I forgot how impossible it is for me to fall asleep and stay asleep if I’m drunk. so snapchat me dick pix @heliosrex

HI
it’s been a long time since i have posted a picture of myself. today i looked a lot like a boy and it was bothering me. it’s important that i remind myself that my gender is necessarily fluid, and that regularly reproducing a consistent gender is against my ethics. some days I am a boy and that’s fine. some days i’m not and that’s fine. note 2 self there is no such thing as queer enough just don’t 4get. 

i have been very sad for a very long time (nearly a year, actually!). No signs of that changing. I wish I had the ability and energy and time to do more— post on tumblr, look for a better job, make a new friend. I’ve been sad for so long that I’ve internalized how pointless everything is. I’m scared by how easily I’ve slipped away. I want to be Helios again. Please continue to be patient with me.

jaggedfruit:

i want to cry jk i am crying 

happy birthday, lover
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